Bad Blogger, No Biscuit

so, i still just can't commit to blogging everyday. No matter how many times i write it down on my list of things to accomplish -i am a compulsive list maker- i just can't seem to find the words to write, although i have plenty to say i suppose....so i continue to meander and wander in my thoughts, plugging away and put in a post or two from time to time.

I make excuses for this because of my schedule. i constantly struggle with the balance between my art-making and my money-making careers. My day job is very consuming. I work 13-14 hour days which consume the better part of the usable day. This leaves me very little time to market myself in person. So, by default, i've resulted to the internet to try to sell my work...and the internet is great but i lack the sense of community that i've felt in the past. I see other people who connect and make this connection but for some reason, i need to feel it in person.

plus the time i have to spend is quite limiting to my creativity. i have so few short hours to create and this time is coupled with life's chores as well...laundry, food, bills, everyday chores...ugh.